
This is the first time I'm taking the time to write my thoughts down. Why am I choosing to do it now after almost 10,000 hits later (I thank everyone for the support) I just feel I need to be honest with my follows. You can say its me not holding back anymore.
I got so much to say were do i start. I guess I'll just say what was heavy on my mind for the last couple days..
I can say honestly say Im scared of the future. What i want in life on this earth my seem impossible to most if not all, alot of the time i doubt myself. But there something that is compelling me to the life that i think about, i see in my dreams that ultimately i want and it might seem weird but the feeling is so strong that I feel I need it. Your going to think im crazy but here it goes. I've thought of killing myself because I don't see my self struggling over working a 9-5 my soul wont allow it.. It would die in that environment. Some ppl say korey your lazy but to me i can work long hours doing what i love to do even if it doesnt make me a dime. To sit or stand making other ppl loads of money wasn't what i was design to do. I want ppl to work for me so I can create wealth for alot of ppl. I want to have a corprations were ppl make 30 40 dollars an hour. I prayed to God one day and asked him If im not suppose to be successful pls take me off this earth. I really mean that its not something i take lightly. Im not gone yet he has protected me and helped me in so many situations.
To eveyone success is differnt but what i want my susscess to be is beyond imaginable to some but i think about it everyday. My success is to change a culture of a city that is beautiful in it self. Yea Im talking about Toronto. I wanna bring real opportunity to the kids I wanna own things that effected me as a youth from a radio station a basketball team tv shows clubs a directory/advertisement company a music label car dealerships my own bank. All which impacts what alot ppl. I just hope I haven't been mislead by the media or society into thinking that these things are worth having and its my soul thats wants it. I hope its not clouded by whats on tv or the internet. Alot ppl might think Korey like think realistic your a poor kid from Brampton with ADD low education and bad credit. I think to myself it makes for a better bio and movie when its time to come out. Im 25 and the universe wants me to succed even if the natural world doesnt and even though the odds of me completing this task percentage wise seem impossible God continues to show me things and my faith in him lets me know what my soul wants and craves for is possible.
~KOREY MILLER~
WOW Korey... That's serious!
ReplyDeleteYou gotta fight and struggle for the real stuff you want out of life bro!
Keep believing!
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